Dear me,

It is not the time for you to surrender. You know, if you don’t fight for what you really want then who will? Do not depend on other people to be what you want to be. Your dream is yours, and yours to take action and get it. Its being responsible for yourself. Calculate the risk, as opinion to other but remember your decision is your alone too. Deal with whatever  good and bad things that will happen. Others are there to comment or lament, but the pain and happiness are yours to feel. Never ever give up on yourself. Believe that you can do it (but then if Allah said the otherwise then that condition might be the best for you, at that point just be grateful). After all efforts been done, then look for the outcome and give the final decision to Allah and fate. Never regret. Fight until the end.

Yours truly.